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In her words: Casey Anthony talks to AP about Caylee's death

  • In this Feb. 13, 2017 photo, Casey Anthony poses for a portrait next to a photo of her daughter, Caylee, in her West Palm Beach, Fla., bedroom. In an exclusive interview with The Associated Press, Anthony claims the last time she saw Caylee she “believed that she was alive and that she was going to be OK.” (AP Photo/Joshua Replogle)

    In this Feb. 13, 2017 photo, Casey Anthony poses for a portrait next to a photo of her daughter, Caylee, in her West Palm Beach, Fla., bedroom. In an exclusive interview with The Associated Press, Anthony claims the last time she saw Caylee she “believed that she was alive and that she was going to be OK.” (AP Photo/Joshua Replogle)  (The Associated Press)

  • In this Feb. 13, 2017 photo, Casey Anthony looks up at a portrait of her with her daughter, Caylee, in her West Palm Beach, Fla., bedroom. The Florida woman who was dubbed by cable TV show hosts as “the most hated mom in America” after she was accused of killing her toddler says she still doesn’t know how the last hours of her daughter’s life unfolded. (AP Photo/Joshua Replogle)

    In this Feb. 13, 2017 photo, Casey Anthony looks up at a portrait of her with her daughter, Caylee, in her West Palm Beach, Fla., bedroom. The Florida woman who was dubbed by cable TV show hosts as “the most hated mom in America” after she was accused of killing her toddler says she still doesn’t know how the last hours of her daughter’s life unfolded. (AP Photo/Joshua Replogle)  (The Associated Press)

  • FILE- In this Aug. 21, 2008, file photo, Casey Anthony, mother of missing toddler Caylee, is escorted from the Orange County Florida jail by her attorney Jose Baez. Almost nine years later, Anthony spoke about the death of her daughter and said she does not know how the last hours of Caylee's life unfolded. (AP Photo/Reinhold Matay, File)

    FILE- In this Aug. 21, 2008, file photo, Casey Anthony, mother of missing toddler Caylee, is escorted from the Orange County Florida jail by her attorney Jose Baez. Almost nine years later, Anthony spoke about the death of her daughter and said she does not know how the last hours of Caylee's life unfolded. (AP Photo/Reinhold Matay, File)  (The Associated Press)

Casey Anthony — the Florida woman accused, then acquitted, of killing her 2-year-old daughter — spoke with The Associated Press five times over a weeklong period. During the interviews, she talked about her love for her daughter, Caylee Marie, and showed photos of her and artwork she finger-painted. Anthony maintains her innocence in the death and insists she doesn't know how the last hours of Caylee's life unfolded.

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THE ASSOCIATED PRESS: "You were convicted of one thing."

ANTHONY: "Lying to the cops. People lie to the cops every day. Cops lie to people every day; I'm just one of the unfortunate idiots who admitted that they lied. "

AP: "Was the lying out of panic?"

ANTHONY: "My dad was a cop, you can read into that what you want to."

AP: "Touching on the convicted for lying, is there anything you regret with that? Would you rather get your story straight from the beginning? What didn't you keep straight?"

ANTHONY: "Here's the problem. Even if I would've told them everything that I eventually told to the psychologist who evaluated me and the two psychologists who evaluated me over the course of three years — I hate to say this, but I firmly believe I would still have been in the same place. Because cops believe other cops. Cops tend to victimize the victims. I've never tried to make myself a victim. I see why I was treated the way I was, even had I been completely truthful."

AP: "What weren't you truthful about?"

ANTHONY: "It was things that I didn't know at the time."

AP: "About how she died?"

ANTHONY: "I didn't know at the time. I'm still not even certain as I stand here today sure about what happened."

AP: "To your understanding, how did she die?"

ANTHONY: "I don't know."

AP: "What about drowning?"

ANTHONY: "Everyone has their theories, I don't know. As I stand here today, I can't tell you one way or another. The last time I saw my daughter, I believed that she was alive and was going to be OK, and that's what was told to me."

AP: "She was being babysat? With your parents?"

ANTHONY: "No, my father told me she was going to be OK. That she was OK."

AP: "So your parents had her?"

ANTHONY: "My dad did. My mom was at work."

AP: "The next thing you know she is missing? How did it play out?"

ANTHONY: "I did what I was told. I don't remember too much of what happened. Again, there were several psychological evaluations. Even after everything transpired, even months, even within a year, I don't have personal knowledge of these things, because, and this isn't my belief, I read the evaluations. I wasn't present during whatever happened. If I was, something would've showed up. There would be some recollection; there would be some memory. I was living at home with my parents. What I remember is, every day we had a routine, and whether it was the day I was working or not working, Caylee and I got up and had breakfast, we said goodbye to my mom, between 7 and 7:30."

AP: "Give me the situation when things went wrong. All of a sudden, is it like, 'Where is Caylee?' Is that how it went?"

ANTHONY: "No. What I remember is, being in bed, and my mom coming in before she left for work, and saying goodbye to us. And then waking up several hours later not knowing where she was."

AP: "Don't you wish you know what happened?"

ANTHONY: "Absolutely. Absolutely, every single day."

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AP: "It's just a blank spot? What the hell happened?"

ANTHONY: "It's not even that it's something that's outside of me that if I knew at this point — if I knew what actually happened, I'd be able to fill in those blanks. I've done enough research, I've done enough psychology seminars, I've been tested, I've gone to the psychological evaluations, talked about this to the point where I've been in a puddle and not able to talk about it for days afterwards. She is still the central part of my life, the central part of my being, always will be. If I am blessed enough to have another child — if I'd be dumb enough to bring another kid into this world knowing that there'd be a potential that some jackass, their little snot-nose kid would then say something mean to my kid — I don't think I could live with that."