Retired NHL goaltender Tim Thomas, known as a mercurial man, won it all and then walked away, retiring in 2014.
On Thursday, he finally revealed why.
He told The Associated Press that his post-concussion syndrome symptoms were so severe that he couldn’t make basic decisions, and his brain wasn’t functioning well enough to even watch hockey.
Thomas said a scan taken after he retired showed that two-thirds of his brain was getting less than 5 percent blood flow, and the other third was getting less than 50 percent. The 45-year-old said it took significant time and help to even be able to communicate with former teammates and others.
Long considered reclusive, Thomas said he lived in the woods for a couple of years because he couldn’t handle human interaction.
He’s still not close to normal, he says.
“I wake up every day and basically I have to reorder everything in my mind for the first couple hours of the day and then make a list and try to make some choices to get some stuff done,” Thomas said before being inducted into the U.S. Hockey Hall of Fame.
Thomas won the Stanley Cup in 2011 with the Boston Bruins and was named playoff MVP.
"I believe the federal government has grown out of control, threatening the rights, liberties and property of the people," Thomas said in a 2011 statement.
"This is being done at the executive, legislative and judicial level. This is in direct opposition to the Constitution and the founding fathers' vision for the federal government," he wrote.
"Because I believe this, today I exercised my right as a free citizen, and did not visit the White House," he added at the time. "This was not about politics or party, as in my opinion, both parties are responsible for the situation we are in as a country. This was about a choice I had to make as an INDIVIDUAL."
He played in parts of 10 NHL seasons before retiring in 2014.
“It taught me a value for life and a value for my brain that I’ve never had before,” Thomas said. “And I have appreciation for everything that I never had before. I don’t regret anything.”
The Associated Press contributed to this report.