Zach Osborne doesn't have a lifetime of memories about his little sister — he was only 6 years old, she was only 4, when she was raped and murdered.

Their mother's boyfriend was sentenced to death for the crime, the memory of which Osborne thinks will make him a better police officer. It's a goal the rising sophomore at East Carolina University (search) is striving to reach with help from an unlikely source — death row inmates from around the country.

On Tuesday, the 19-year-old Osborne will receive a $5,000 college scholarship from the group of inmates, who solicited money through their bimonthly publication, "Compassion." Including Osborne's grant, they've given out seven scholarships worth about $27,000.

"We would like to support him in realizing his dream of becoming an officer of the law and finding a way to prevent future violence," wrote Dennis Skillicorn (search), a death row inmate in Missouri who is the newsletter's editor, in the May issue. "Our intent is genuine."

Osborne's sister, Natalie, was murdered in Asheboro in April 1992. The killer, Jeff Kandies (search), is on North Carolina's death row for the crime. Living through that experience, Osborne said, will make him a better officer.

"I think it will motivate me more to solve cases or to put more effort in them," Osborne said. "It will motivate me to try to prevent events like what happened to my family from happening to others."

Stephen Dear, executive director of the Carrboro-based People of Faith Against the Death Penalty (search), is to present the scholarship Tuesday. The death of his sister will help Osborne empathize with crime victims and understand what they've been through, he said.

"And he has a wisdom beyond his years, gained the hardest way — a wisdom that victims need healing and that victims can come to forgive even those who have caused the greatest pain," Dear said. "For a police officer to have that kind of view is a great gift to the community and to the police force."

Death row prisoners contribute artwork, essays and poetry to "Compassion," a project of the Roman Catholic Church's peace and justice committee. It carries no accounts on individual cases or complaints about prison life, focusing instead on what it calls the "positive contributions of death row inmates."

The newsletter is sold by subscription, with the money used to pay the cost of publishing and fund the scholarships. To win his, Osborne wrote an essay about the crime and the effect it had on him and his family.

"Natalie's death has haunted my family since the day she was found," he wrote. "After many long years of wasted fury, I have finally been able to forgive Jeff for his crime against my family."

Among the others who have received a scholarship is Brandon Biggs, whose father was hit by a car in Fort Worth, Texas, in 2001. Stuck in the windshield, he was left to die despite his pleas for help.

"People want to know why we do what we do," Skillicorn said. "You just need to read one of the essays and then you'll know."

Mel Chilton, executive director of the North Carolina Victims Assistance Network (search) is suspicious but doesn't object so long as money made publishing the newsletter ends up in the hands of crime victims.

"We've run into this with art projects and other things where it was supposed to go to crime victims, but it did not," Chilton said. "I hope this is in fact true that the money is going to a child."

Kandies, meanwhile, is moving closer to an execution date, said Matt Stiegler, an attorney at the Center for Death Penalty Litigation (search) in Durham. He has no more legal challenges in state court and one pending with the U.S. Supreme Court.

"He's one of only a handful of prisoners for whom an execution date could be imminent," Stiegler said.

Osborne said that's only fair. Even though he's forgiven Kandies, he said Kandies should be executed.

"Justice has to be served," he said. "He's committed a crime, and that was decided to be the sentence."