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August 9, 2004 7:39 a.m.
London

In the old days under Saddam, the man known as the office boy for FOX News in Baghdad was Ra-ed. He had a wide, nervous smile pasted on his face. He was an Iraqi working for the government and for us. If you looked at his face, you saw the grin of fear.

The second day I was in Baghdad, Ra-ed was late. Work started at 3 pm, and by 3:20 he still had not shown up, which meant the door was locked and we were out in the hall with no phones and no computers with a live shot coming up. I stood 20 feet down the hall while Moyed and two other guys tried to break the lock on the door. I could feel myself getting tense.

"This is wrong," I told Moyed.

"I know," he said.

"Can we fire him?" I asked.

"That is something we could do," Moyed said.

I hit my fist. It was the first time the crew saw me angry. They broke into the office through a wall in the BBC office next door and let us in. Ra-ed arrived a few minutes later. I went out to set up the computer. When I came back in the room the group was quiet. Ra-ed was moving around, his hands and eyes moving with nowhere to go in the small, white room.

"Tell him," Moyed said to me.

"You can't be late," I said to Ra-ed.

He apologized five or six times, every 15 minutes, until I told him to stop. I had assumed he was lazy, a government functionary who didn't care if he was late. I was wrong. My anger had created an enormous amount of fear for Ra-ed. After six years of being an office boy, of having a job and supporting a family, a new guy, me, was threatening to wipe it all out, simply by the accident of him arriving late one day. His hands and eyes moved rapidly. If I unwrapped a styrofoam cup of soup, he threw out the wrappers before I could. He stood nearby, anticipating what he could do, what I might need — a chair, water, a pen.

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Steve,
Your blog brought back some not-so-fond memories of nighttime raids on a Navy destroyer against North Viet Nam.  It was scary then, too, because the North Vietnamese shot back.  Big time.  And they were good, too.  Their shells hit within 25 ft. of the ship.  Fortunately they were going for direct hits and didn't try for air bursts near the ship. That would have been fatal for us exposed on the bridge. 
But being inside a tin can in the dark with people shooting at you is no fun.  It's exhilerating, but no fun, and I remembered it well as I read your blog. Thanks.  I think.
— Glen (Belton, TX)

Dear Steve,

I love reading your stories and hearing your reports on FOX. You are a terrific reporter! I know it can't always be easy, but just know that there are lots of us waiting to read your blogs and hear your reports. Thanks a lot for all of your hard work!

— Dee


Dear Steve, 

I just read your recent "blog" and my heartbeat accelerated. I swear I felt your anxiety!  My husband returned from Iraq in September, having spent 6 months with 1MEF.  I spent many nights awake, watching FOX , simultaneously laughing and crying as I realized that Ollie was actually enjoying himself and the FOX embedded reporters were getting a taste of what it means to be a Marine, adrenaline producing, good and bad. Thank you for your service to our country.  May the American people continue to  treasure truth in journalism. 

Sincerely,  Julia


Steve,

All I can say is WOW.  The military deserve much more respect than they get.  It is very hard for people back in the United States to understand what is really going on over there and you do a great job of trying to relay circumstances to us.  Please tell the military that we respect their service, and pray for their safe return.

Keep up the good work and your head down.

— Cathy (Beaver, PA)


Dear Steve,
My husband and I watch FOX News all the time, so I see you and the other FOX reporters in Iraq, (and other dangerous countries) so far away from home, being so brave.  And I think, how can they sound so calm when reporting to us your daily news reports? 
Sometimes I get so frustrated when you give your report, then the anchors just say, "Thank's Steve," almost like you are reporting from next door, and so matter of fact. Good luck in your Arabic language lessons, and may God continue to keep you and our soldiers safe. We have several of our good friends' sons in Iraq now.
Thanks again for your bravery,
Ruth


Steve..  I check daily for your next Blog. I feel humbled by your experiences...especially, Rwanda. I'm glad you are learning Arabic (sounds like it will come in useful!)  Even before you started your Blogs, I worried for you.. and looked forward to your next report. I sure wish you would smile a bit more or even laugh... but then, after reading your accounts, I understand why. Take care of yourself and know that what you are doing in life really matters!

— Teresa (Gainesville, VA)


Steve,

As a Vietnam Veteran, I know how frightening combat can be. But at least in the Army I could shoot back. As a reporter, you can't even do that. You have to just gut up and do your job. For that you have earned my utmost respect. Jim from Virginia told you to keep your head down. May I suggest that you keep the other end down as well?

For you, one loud AIRBORNE!

Jim (Winston-Salem, NC)


Steve,

Thank you for your insightfulness.  I can only imagine the fear you must have felt.  Feeling trapped as the heat radiated  and wondering if the next round of fire is going to be the last you ever hear.  I admire you for your ability to suppress the panic, not show your vulnerability and allowing the unit to complete it's mission. Personally, I wouldn't have needed to go outside the Bradley, I would have urinated all over myself. You must have wanted to scream! 

— Todd (Tustin, California)

Steve Harrigan currently serves as a Miami-based correspondent for Fox News Channel (FNC). He joined the network in 2001 as a Moscow-based correspondent.