On the Homefront

" is a constant battle -- single parent and I'm in the military. Feeding your failings that deployment cycles that great raining now that's that's not easy. She's my baby I worry about her. Having a five year old -- have a great relationship. It's going to be ruling partner is like ferry to plane. I've been to Iraq why I'll be gone for twelve my. He wants to come with me I -- Canton and why would she get out sometimes absolutely you know I think it's. -- I thought I -- away from being able to get out of the military and with the way the economy and it had added I absolutely not being able to provide for Hansen it I have a paycheck coming to play for months net -- have fit on my table that you can mean but it's not the only factor I love what I do now not all. I aiding in warring -- migrate fast permit area. I'm in the military thinking he is the one that's going to happen -- life changing. He's getting delivered his father city here that I'm fine he does see if dad every other weekend but that's quite different -- me being without your mother. I guess I don't now how I'm going to yet meaning I'm gonna -- some -- thinking like how are my leg and get up. And Locke finds that plane and walk away from that. You know how they physically can make myself doing it. Leaving your child and it's not an easy thing to him."