On the Homefront

" Can you -- constant battle -- single parent and I'm in the military. Feeding your failings that deployment cycles that -- that's that's not an easy. She's my baby I worry about her. Having a five year old -- have a great relationship. It's going to be really hard -- ferry to plain. I've been to Iraq why I'll be gone for twelve my. He wants to come with me I -- Why would she get out sometimes absolutely you know it's. See I thought I -- away from being able to get out of the military and with the way the economy and it had added I absolutely not being able to provide for Hansen it and I have a paycheck coming to play for months and -- have fit on my table that's huge to me but it's not the only factor I love what I do down not all. I aiding in warring with a lot of great staff -- there. I'm in the military thinking he is -- it's going to have them it's like changing. He's getting delivered his father of the year that I'm fine he does see if dad every other weekend but that's quite different -- me being without your mother. I just I don't now how I'm going -- meaning I'm gonna do way inhibit sometimes they feel like how are my leg and get up. And Locke finds that plane and walk away from that. You know how they physically gonna make myself -- it. -- Leaving your child it. It's not an easy thing to them."