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" Chris -- became a household name after the 2009 miss USA pageant. And early contest last April she was asked to share her views on same sex marriages. When she answered honestly defended traditional marriage she immediately became the target of vicious attacks from the left. But even after all the name calling -- being stripped of her miss California crown. Kerry for Jeanne is not backing down joining me now for -- explosive as the author of the brand new book still standing. The untold story of my fight against gossip patent political attacks and by the way I'm proud that I wrote the forward for the spoke papers on -- real Santa good to see a lot. -- you like never -- without controversy high now you know it it's still going on today. I looked up and who might it'll go right to it. There is PNC the web site. Has up there that they have obtained a quote and music they were carry -- on sex tape. What's --"

" While they can call whatever they wanna call it that. It was the biggest mistake of my life I know us all by myself I was I was sending a -- at the time was loved and cared about. You know video of me and this is what is when your teenager yeah I was a teenager at the time and you never and I think it would -- come out but it was bad judgment you know and it was it's embarrassing and it's it's humiliating to be talking about this now on national TV if you can imagine you."

" He really embarrassing if there was need to be you know but I remember bill I wanna make a white of that but the city really bothers -- probably a lot that does not mean but."

" You know why even take responsibility for and I am taking total responsibility for I was you know alone. Sending it my boyfriend I care about a month about the time when you're down you think you know this is. This is the one and and you know never that I think it would come into slapping her in the face -- so let's of this so what happened so this is that this was a relationship with a with a boyfriend. This is not a sex tape when we hear the word sex tape this is not anything like."

" Some of the ones we've heard about."

" This that you are sending video of yourself -- boyfriend and not by myself and avoid an -- right and no one was in the room with me. Was not having sex with anybody. And and he -- every month who served so he is so that you become famous he saved. These this video all these years and settles it right it's a pretty big betrayal. -- and I learn a lot I have I've learned a lot about people and and just what they'll do to make some extra money. -- have you spoken to him about this. You know of course he denies everything by. -- there's only one place it come from right -- exact at least originate from exactly what do you think you know it's interesting TMZ there there are pretty hard hitting web site. But they said they were making an editorial decision not to -- it."

" Is -- are you prepared that eventually this is gonna get out and you -- are you concerned about that."

" I mean I think anyone would be concerned about their biggest mistake of their life is gonna be you know -- but. In it like I said he -- take responsibility for it happen. It was a choice that I made it is it was the worst in -- in my life and I just have to deal affect him ready to just move forward and it's. Knowing that half and then and it's not what everybody's making it seem to be but he's -- to deal with that."

" What do you think this is related to I mean you're asked -- question you know what the question was going to be about gay marriage -- give an honest answer. It becomes as big controversy. You think this is ruled that the fact that they would be would dig deep business. To show that while -- for John was a teenager that she is a hypocrite is that I guess what they're trying to say is that Christians. You know are perfect tonight. I never thought I was perfect in in my book I I'd definitely -- attorneys go to great lengths to does say the Christians and."

" Exactly and you know it it just shows that it it's been seven months that crazy to think it's been seven months and it's it's taken them. This long you know to just dig in my past beat my parents that you know just all these attacks need to stop and it's just because of my answer I think people need to be your mind at that and I'm 22 years old move people forget about the whole."

" So different world I look I -- be honest I'm and -- my audience we go back and dig into mine a teenage years and when I was in my early twenties. If anyone looks at those moments in the when they're young. You never want this to become public thank you think this is related look -- they attacked governor -- look at the attack Michelle Bachmann and Michelle Malkin and Ann Coulter. You think conservative women are. Are targeted because of their views."

" Absolutely yeah absolutely what does it mean to you. It's disturbing to me it really is -- serving you know my sister is a liberal and if she is disgusted with the way that her sister were eleven months apart. And we should -- is doing the military rank and we share completely different views but we've always been raised to have tolerance and to show civility. And we can agree to disagree and I never. You know might 22 years of my life I've never seen anything like this before and her and never seen it."

" What I guess this comes down to is still standing room you know and what has what does this to -- this whole experience when you look at admitted the worst is yet to comment as much as this tape is probably I have to. If people haven't they'll probably release -- but you're not gonna let this body just company before we came on the year you're you're fine with who you are now. But it how hard is it to be this in the middle of a national controversy."

" You know I just have to rely on my feet after alama handling -- and millions of supporters out there who still support me. An adult we know what's why this is really happening but. -- this book I am so happy that that I wrote this book is my first book that I that are in and you know it gives Americans. Just hope and it shows -- that -- Americans should not be attacked for their beliefs they should not be silent you know we have the freedom of speech. And I was punished I was fired I was brutally attacked and still -- attack people who are still trying to dig up things from aipac."

" It's still I think it's a reminder to people. You only 22 years -- I mean you still very young person act and one of the things you that you do in this book that I like them in the book. -- you really dressed young girls and and you try to maybe councilwoman and advise them. What do you tell young girls that you don't have these boyfriends their first -- this would you what do you I guess when he first boyfriends and ask you really yeah we're close to him. Now it's been a big betrayal what do you tell young girls."

" Be careful. Nothing is private anymore nothing is private with FaceBook with. My face with all that going on I mean you have to be so careful and my last check out my book I give no advice to young women and does the people in general that. You know I'm not perfect I make mistakes just like all of us make mistakes. And you know this book has been so great fervor for me to share with other people what happened they do share I do share what really happened and people have heard -- bits and pieces of you know liberal media's conversion habit but basically it's for Americans who believe their -- center."

" It's amazing I I guess I've interviewed you that every -- now heightened controversy now. And you seem to handle it really well thank you I appreciate it there it was a pictures of me."

" I'll be honest I'd be melting and falling apart this well I Hackett would love nothing more but for what needs to be hiding in a corner and now I'm that."

" I'm still standing it's good to -- congratulations on the book thanks -- thanks for being with us."