'UnSweetined'

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" I interviewed a lot of people that have gone through this they'd think that you have no -- in the same. What waiting that you know. That they hit rock bottom because a lot of people that's you know that's the only the only way you can get that this is by hitting rock bottom what may or what was -- rock bottom moment."

" Yeah my my my my rock bottom moment I IA and coming up on yourself I have a year December 8. But you know -- the last time I drink. Wasn't necessarily that the most loaded that I never and never -- it was really the most emotional pain I've ever had been in and you I was going through some custody issues with my daughter and things like that and I really it just was a moment for me when I realized this was not the kind of person that I wanted to be more it was not a kind of mother that I wanted to be here. And I realize that I just I had to do everything completely differently and it came it I had to hit that emotional bottom. You know the physical bottom for me was was pretty bad but I it hits and some pretty bad places before you wanna in the hospital and you know one thing rehab -- and things like that and you know I talk a lot about the -- some of that that the physical bottom that I hit that really it took for me getting an emotional place and a does not wanting to be that person."

" Lately I know that hitting a lot of physical bottoms I think -- said -- I'm actually married to look hop that he was he aware of -- probably do -- get from them."

" I am in it might my first marriage that I was married to police officer got -- when I was twenty and that he I was -- for that the first six months of of the -- marriage. He didn't now he actually didn't know I started drinking again and then. You knew about that a little bit but tonight I started and I'm doing crystal that then and found that actually easier to hide while you're human work on night I would stay up all night he would come obviously during the day and then you know I would. Continue staying up and -- I got to a place where I was lying about it so much. That it just -- kind of became you know second nature it is to constantly be lying and living these double lives."

" Would you think he's a month -- so it's a good story I'm glad you're gonna get -- if you look -- and notebook isn't really in but I have. Won't be because I enjoy the suffering of others --"

" I'm my love back I don't know life -- me I'm glad I can provide Woodson painful and and and."

" He's that much Cody. If they keep you keep itself over our nobody else there that we have -- your email."