A distraught Sinead O’Connor took to Facebook seemingly from the hospital to try to connect with her family after her apparent suicide attempt.
The 48-year-old claimed on Tuesday that her family visited her in the hospital when she was unconscious but she has not seen them since she has been awake.
“To my children and family. You came to the hospital to see me on life support. You left before I woke and you haven't been back. Please why are you doing these things to me?? I need you. I need your love,” she wrote.
The singer’s message was a sharp change from her angry post on Monday, in which she slammed her family for visiting her when she was unable to communicate with them.
In her new post, she wrote, “Please. If you love me even a little please come and be with me and help me understand what's happening. I didn't even have any clothes. I haven't a thing... Please please I beg you come see me and help.”
Her cry for help comes after the singer revealed on Facebook on Sunday that she had “taken an overdose” and was at an undisclosed hotel in Ireland under a false name. Local media reported the singer was safe after her post and she was subsequently hospitalized, according to the messages she’s since written on Facebook.
On Monday, she shared a somewhat disjointed updated in which she ripped her family.
“Jake, Roisin, Jr., frank, Donal, Eimear, I never wanna see you again. You stole my sons from me. Then you had hypocrisy to come to hospital and then not be here when I wake and not pick up phone? I'm s--t to you. You're dead to me. You killed your mother. You stole my sons. You left me alone for twelve weeks! Why did I have to hear it was your hypocritical asses here while I was unconscious?? And now you're Gone and not picking up phone? You are child stealing murderers, I never want to see or hear from any of you again. Why were you here when you're the ones who put me here???? And where the f--k are you now??? Murderers. Liars. Hypocrites. All of you. You caused this.”
On Tuesday, it was apparent the singer had changed her tune as she begged her family to visit.
“Come and tell Me I'm loved. Come [me] and tell.me I'm wanted and cherished. Why did you leave before I woke?” she wrote on Tuesday.
Throughout the past few days, O’Connor has posted multiple rambling Facebook posts regarding her ex-husband and children. Her messages have, at times, been self-deprecating.
“Apparently I’m scum and deserve to be abandoned and treated like s--t even when I’ve had my womb and ovaries chopped out and my child is frighteningly sick. I’m such a rotten horrible mother and Person, that I’ve been alone. Howling for weeks,” she wrote on Sunday.
In July 2015, the 48-year-old singer cancelled her shows to take care of her son as he was diagnosed with a “life threatening illness,” and in August she underwent a hysterectomy.
This is not the first reported suicide attempt for O’Connor. She told Oprah Winfrey in 2007, she has bipolar disorder and she tried to kill herself on her 33rd birthday.
Representatives for the singer have yet to return request for comment.